Erika, I love you, and I love this post. I know the feeling. I didn't write for years after I got my freshly minted undergraduate degree in Creative Writing with an emphasis in non-fiction. Now, I mostly write my blog because it's easy. When I have the occasional paying project, I toil like you would not believe... er, or, exactly the same way you do.
Take care of you, sunshine...
Take care of you, sunshine...